Eight to twelve hours at work five days a week. Either game or events on Saturdays, then Sundays are either visiting with family/doing laundry/rapier practice or more event stuff. Monday, Wednesday, and Thursday evenings after work are for exercising, and Friday is more rapier practice. I occasionally get scheduled for a half day here and […]
Yeah, despite the hour (it’s 4:15 in the morning where I’m at right now), I’m actually in a pretty good mood.
I’m not quite sure where I’m going I barely know where I’ve been I want to do more than I’m doing But I don’t know how, why, or when I’m not quite sure what I’m doing I don’t know quite where to begin To do things is not really helping To do not seems more […]
We all have our little defenses in life. Some of us use humor, some of us separate ourselves from people or situations that make us uncomfortable, and some of us throw ourselves full-on into work or hobbies. My go-to defenses? I’d have to say it’s a combination of the three. If I don’t know what […]
Okay, I’m going to flat-out say it: I fucking love swords.
This weekend marks the event where I’ll participate in my first tournament, and my stomach is in knots. I have no grand aspirations to actually win the tournament, but I’m going to try my best and see how far I can get. The problem is, I’m terrified of making a fool of myself. I know I’ll […]
Finally! After months of next to no real inspiration on the novels I’m working on, I was blessed by my muse with nearly 1000 new words of prose (even with quite a bit of cutting) that I think add depth and clarity to the story. Things that I’d gotten some constructive feedback about, mostly in […]
Making up my mind should be a simple enough thing, but this morning it’s just not happening.
Here it is: 38. Feels about like 37. And 36. Et cetera et cetera, ad nauseum, whatever. It doesn’t even feel a year closer to 40. It just feels like another year. I’ve gotten a lot accomplished in the last year, I guess. Completed two full cosplays in record time (for me); finished the first […]