For my next tidbit, I’m going to share a photo edit that I made from DeviantArt stock photos. I’ll be sharing more pieces of concept art from time to time when the dreaded writer’s block hits 🙂
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Here’s the link for my newest short story on Amazon Kindle.
Unfortunately, I took down the link for Now I Lay Me Down to Sleep until I can find or design a better cover. The famous artist’s doubt has crept up of me and I couldn’t leave a bad cover up there. I hope to republish it soon.
Sneaky peek
Even though my first draft is far from finished, I’d like to show y’all just a little sampling of what I’ve got so far. Here’s an excerpt from the first chapter. Enjoy!
Chapter 1
Melody
She stumbled through the dark, damp alleyway, oblivious to the broken liquor bottles slicing into her already blistered feet. For nearly two days she had been on the run, and she had lost her hospital-issue slippers somewhere along the way. She couldn’t stop, though.
They were coming for her.
They claimed they were trying to help her. They said that if she took her “medicine” every day the voices would stop. They lied.
She knew they were really trying to poison her. Melody Harrow was no fool. They wouldn’t have strapped her down, force-fed her through a tube, and injected her against her will if they’d been trying to help her.
The poison had been a long-acting one—that much she could tell; it was still working its way out of her system. Even real, untainted food, stolen from a Dumpster behind a reputable restaurant, would not stay in her stomach. “Medicine,” indeed.
“You shouldn’t have run away, Melody,” a soft voice echoed through the alley. “You should have stayed where you were safe. You need to go back.”
“Shut up!” she screamed, looking for her tormentor. Weak from lack of sleep and poor nutrition, her vision blurred. None of the vague shapes in the darkness appeared to be human. “They were trying to kill me! You’re all trying to kill me!”
Another, deeper voice chimed in, though she still appeared to be alone. “Do you really think this is better? Do you think you could be safe anywhere? Nothing you do can save the world from what is coming.”
“Anything is better than that dungeon!” Where were they? She still couldn’t see anyone with her in the alley. The poison must be affecting her vision, she decided. It was the only thing that made any sense.
“It’s a hospital, Melody.” The soft-spoken voice again. “You’re sick. You need their help. If you don’t turn back right now, something horrible will happen. Something that you can never undo.”
These strange invisible people, whoever they might be, made her more agitated than she already was. “I’m not sick! I know what’s really going on! You both tell the ‘doctor’ at that ‘hospital’ that I’m going to the newspapers! The New York Times! I’m going to tell everyone what they did to me. None of you will get away with it!”
The second voice chimed in with a sinister tone. “Who’s going to listen to you? A runaway from the psych ward who’s yelling at no one. Hell, woman, you’re still wearing that filthy paper gown, wandering aimlessly in the middle of the night. You’ve even forgotten to take off your hospital I.D. band. All anyone is going to do is take you straight back there.”
She raised her arm high above her head for the disembodied voices to see. “I didn’t forget to take it off! This is my proof! They can’t deny keeping me prisoner as long as I have this!”
Lightning flashed, illuminating the outline of a tall man standing at the other end of the alley. Was his the second voice?
“You’ve doomed yourself,” the first voice said, “and you’ve doomed us all.”
The second voice laughed. “I told you that you weren’t safe. By the time this night is through, you will be begging for the serenity and hope that the medications would have provided.”
Faded Memories
Even though I have an excerpt from my novel scheduled to post later today, I thought I’d share a poem from Kamikaze Butterflies as well. It fits with my mood as of late.
Faded Memories
Remember back in high school
When we said we’d keep in touch?
Oh, how long ago that was
I’ve forgotten oh, so much
The names and all the faces
Of people that I knew
Are gone from all my memories
When lists I go sifting through
I use the social search engine
To try to find old friends
But when I see that I’ve forgot
The search comes to an end
I look at all the faces
On all of the profiles
And sadly I think to myself
“This will take a while”
The only way it seems for me
To remember names and faces
Is to find my old yearbooks
In their old hiding places
I feel a twinge of sadness
And also a bit of guilt
That it seems that I’ve forsaken
The friendships that I built
If you come to read this
And you were once my friend
Feel free to send a message
So old friendships we can mend
Now I Lay Me Down to Sleep
My short story is now live on Amazon as a Kindle ebook! Please forgive the horrible cover, I think I’m going to redo it in better detail and with better colors and shading, but if you’re interested, check out the story in the meantime! Here’s the link:
Tomorrow I should have another short story loaded (with a much cleaner cover), so keep an eye out on my Amazon author page for more 🙂
Materialistic
Good news, everyone! I have a new short story pending on Amazon KDP. The cover isn’t perfect, but I’m proud simply because I designed it myself.
In roughly a day or two, my author page on Amazon should have the link for it up. Go to amazon.com/author/ajmullican and check it out. I’ll update this blog when it goes live. Also, remember that Kamikaze Butterflies is still available in Kindle or paperback format through Amazon or the above author link.
I’m going to try to produce more short story material in the next few days, so keep checking this blog for more info. If anyone has a particular topic they’d like me to write about, let me know 🙂 As always, you can comment on WordPress, Twitter, Facebook, or G+
Cover it up
Thanks to a suggestion from an admin of a writer’s group I follow, I may start publishing some short stories for purchase.
Unfortunately, that means I need covers for them.
Oh, wait, that means I get to draw! I’ve been short on inspiration for drawing lately, but now I have given myself a good excuse to design and draw a couple of covers. 🙂
Writing inspiration Wednesday
Serial Killer: Endgame
Here it is, the final serial killer short that I wrote almost a decade ago. My #writing has improved exponentially since then, so I’m excited to finish my #novel first draft and get to the revision stage. (Again, I apologize for the formatting. I find it easier to copy and paste than to jump back and forth between screens to retype the whole thing)
Serial Killer: Endgame
I stand as the jury comes out
Finished deliberating
Verdict pending
I am confident in my testimony
And its explanation
Of why I must kill
The foreman stands
And speaks:
“Guilty on all counts”
My heart sinks in my chest
How could this be?
Can they not see
That my actions were justified?
I am in such a daze
That I almost do not hear
The unbelievable sentence recommendation
Death
I am to be put to death
For doing what comes so naturally
The months fly by
Wasted on appeals
Empty efforts
Simply going through the motions
They do not give me the last meal I requested
Human flesh is not served
On death row
I settle for steak
Extra rare
But it pales in comparison
Minutes tick by
No reprieve from the Governor
Will come on this night
I am led in my shackles
To the last room
In which I shall draw breath
It is so cold, so methodical
Strapping me down
Inserting the i.v.
This is no way to kill a person
I told them the proper way
But to be killed as I wish to be killed
Is considered “cruel and unusual”
So I am left to this
Defeated
I do not have the heart to fight
My reign is over
I watch the injection
Pushed ever so slowly
A heaviness fills me
My eyes slide closed
And the she-killer is no more



